Hello everyone...
(long journal)
(Just FYI, I've not given up on DA. I'm just too busy to keep up with it right now. I actually have a lot of pictures that I wish I could get up, I just don't have the time to. When I do get on, I do look over some journals, look at a few pictures, make a few comments here and there... just please don't think I'm gone. Cause I'm not.)
Sooooooo... how's life?
Mine's still not so well.
Probably never will be well.

I feel like im alone... as in, I don't have that many friends. Just today, at a basketball game, I noticed all the other people at my school, how everyone had someone they were hanging out with, everyone was with someone, while I was sitting in the bleachers with my dad (who was talking to a doctor) and I was alone. Talking to no one. I noticed some graduates from last year, maybe 2 years ago, all coming in with a bunch of their friends. Well, Im afraid that in 2 and a half years, after I graduate, I'll have no one. I'm almost sure I'll have no one.

Last week, I tried to get my parents to take me to a game and they wouldn't.
THey were like "call a friend and ask them to take you"
I was like "I don't have any friends!!!"
"Surely you have some friends"
"uhhh..... not really!"
this is something my parents simply don't understand. My Mom was a cheerleader in school and dad was a football player, so how could they possibly understand?

One of the things that pisses me off the most is that I've never been to a party before. At all. Ever. U know, I wanna go out and have some fun too, but unfortunately, I can't because
1. Id have no way of getting there
2. ppl wouldn't want me there, and thats why I've never been invited to one and why I never even hear of them until the day after.
So, cheers to a lonely, frustrating, boring life.

I wish all of you a VERY merry Christmas!

I hope to update again before 2008, but if not, HAPPY NEW YEAR!

--Marcus #9